Are you holding onto something...

That you should let go?

Yes. It's hard to let go but I'm slowly learning that I am, and can be, much happier if I let go. Easier said than done and definitely still a work in progress.

All of my resentments, excuses, justifications...the list goes on!

Yes. Chronic masturbation is a hard thing to kick.

Yes. Chronic masturbation is a hard thing to kick.

Lol'd

Yes I am. I have a blue journal that contains just about every piece of abuse that my mother put me through during my childhood. It was part of my therapy when I was seeing a therapist. I got an idea from all places...the show One Tree Hill....to burn the book to symbolize letting go after I watched one of the episodes where they had a boat burning festival where everyone through items that they needed to let of onto a boat and it was burned. But.....I can never bring myself to do it. It's sitting on my dresser and everyday I have a stare down with it. Everyday I think today is the day. Everyday I leave it there.

But the day you do burn that, it'll be a new day for you